Still in the studio when I'm feeling up to it. Received some less than great news and between the panic attacks and the depression I haven't been able to throw well or really concentrate... too much anxiety, too much stress, and too much drama and misunderstanding... okay major misunderstandings that I don't know how to navigate. Seriously, I could say the sky is blue on a sunny day and someone would misinterpret it, get insulted, or who knows what else.
So I'm likely going to be slow on posting entries.
One thing I should mention:
I am not a professional artist.
I changed my heading on this page to hobbyist.
Does it mean much?
So much of what my art is, is therapy and emotional support. That said, I've never been able to support myself with my work. I stand by the opinion that, "society values the art, but not the artist." It's next to impossible to make a living as an artist full time or otherwise. So I changed the heading. But I still take my art very seriously and care about it a great deal.
I can't make a living at it though and having a DA page really doesn't count as having an artist website that's a portfolio page IMO.
And I'm not sure how to get my focus back. Frankly too tired to think very clearly.